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I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. Graphic violence helps your PTSD? That just surprised me as I thought it triggered most people. But I see the appeal of just wanting to kill, I've had that.

Just some questions that potential GMs may ask.

What characters do you have in mind for each system?

Do you want to be unstoppable, play a character that will definitely die, or somewhere in between?

How graphic are we talking? Hyper realistic or chopping hordes of enemies in half with a single sword swing?

Thanks. And I hope the PTSD calms down soon!

Idea: A first meeting between a Tepet and an Outcaste of matching Aspect that were arranged to wed winds up going better as expected due to great first impressions. Not sure what you mean by fruit, but I'm working under the assumption that romance scenes and sex scenes are not mutually inclusive.

Also...

*waggles fingers in a mystic manner, goes slightly cross-eyed*

...feel better!

@rgrnwood
PTSD affects people different ways. Everyone copes differently. So yeah, going into base desires helps when I reach a limit break. I consider myself a pacifist and gentleman IRL but vicarious "eye for an eye" or "consequences be damned" fantasies occasionally help.

I don't care about being unstoppable or inevitably killed. I think making that distinction, for a one shot game sort of defeats the point. I honestly don't care about winning losing, living dying. Just a good fight with lots of blood and anger is a win for me. Or a lovely scene of passion unbridled would work too.

It's man's two vices that people have been doing since people existed; sex and violence. Both have severe repercussions. I don't think I could even play a game that went long, and have to clean up the mess. I'm looking for something with zero aftermath mess, even though it might be funny to say "Oh he dies later" or "Yeah, now he's a father" as an after thought.

@Ganurath
The two Terrestrial Exalts sounds great! And yes, romance and can sex go either way. Both are fine, in fact straight one or the other without a hint of the other is not as fun for me.

Awesome. Do you have a pre-made Terrestrial Outcaste that would fit the narrative? If not, do you prefer getting pitched a prefab or making your own? Either way, what's your Aspect of choice?

I actually do not have an outcast made. I'm very keen on a prefab. I'd like a Fire Aspect please.

I'll shoot you an rmail with the link once things are thrown together.